I know it only been two months but i just wanted to tell you that i’m happy to have you in my life . I know i’ve been pain in your ass , but hey takes a real nigga to love me . (: Anyways , This nigga know wassup with me . He keep me focus on school , mentually . He been with me not too long ago to know i’m been through shit , thick and thin with friends , family , and him . He makes me smile , laugh , and make me think about the future . & i hope he’ll be around for a LONG time . Honestly , LOL …… their has been dumb arguments , stupid tears , and all that we still got each other . I changed him , he changed me into believing in myself more because if he wasn’t here i be having negative thought in my head ALL THE TIME . We have that hate , love relationship . Got that nigga wassup relationship , if that makes sense ? lol . (: I really care about this guy . Many more months to look forward to . ♥
It really annoying how people say i’m mean when they fuckin’ mean as well . I jus’ tell it straight up though . But ANYWAYS ! , 90% i’m straight . 5% i get annoyed real easily , and the 5 % could be anything . Nice , sad , who knows . HONESTLY , i can give a two fuck if people that i don’t know nor care thinks i’m mean or a bitch . I mean do you really want me to be fake witcha’ ? ! . I got alot of shit to deal with , so why the fuck is people tryna fuck wit me . Man , i always be keepin it to myself , yet people still trying . I get fuckin’ IRRITATED , and i mean really . People , specific my school is fuckin’ irritating . They say things and don’t fuckin’ think . Like omg shut the fuck up ! Keep talking makes me wanna punch them . Ouwwwe , stuck up asians . -.- OMG , thinking they the shit . Saying how smart they are , omg . & yet someone got the nerve to fuckin’ rub it into my face . Slap this nigga mang . ( i wish ) Anyways . It takes certain people to know how i am . Know how it is . & this school aint even close to know the REAL me .
I finally cracked . I finally showed my weakness . :(
: Stop lying , and tell the god damn truth . You fuckin’ old enough to do whatever the fuck you wanna do. SHIT !
I want something interesting to happen in my life. It’s literally the same routine everyday and nothing exciting has happened in awhile. I don’t really have anything to look forward to anymore.